Allhelgons dag,
Day of the dead,
Thinking of things
I wish I’d said,
When You were here,
Before you passed away,
November first,
The days are dark,
Trees stand naked,
In graveyard and park,
Light a candle to your memory,
In the grey,
It was long ago,
When you left,
Still I feel sad and bereft,
As I visit with your soul,
Upon this day,
But seasons change,
Life goes on,
Much has happened,
Since you’ve gone,
I stand here with thoughts,
I’d like to say,
So I send them to you,
Lying there,
As I stand here,
In silent prayer,
Knowing in time,
I’ll also head your way,
Though not until,
I live my life through,
But I will die,
And when I do,
A candle and a visit,
Would not go astray.
Category Archives: Poetry
HOW TO GIVE (a user’s guide)
Freely, openly
String free
Whole hearted
Generosity
No expectation
Of reciprocation
Not I give you
So you give me
No agenda hidden
Nothing bidden
Lesson learned
Through years of living
The real gift
Is in the giving.
Message from the Facebook Masters
(I recently tried to leave FB, and lasted a whole week. This is my imaginary response from the FB Masters, to the tune of Barenaked Ladies “One Week”)
“It’s been one week since you looked at me,
Deactivated yourself cuz you were angry,
Writing letters like a drama queen,
Thought your luddite ways better than FB,
In five days you were abstinent,
Friends all saying “I posted, hey did you see?”
It’s okay, we’ve seen it all before,
We know we’ve got you by the short-and-curlies,
Two more days and you were back again,
You lasted one week, brave attempt, don’t be surly,
We’ll work you back into our marketing,
But don’t worry we don’t expect you to be sorry……”
One Smothers Brother
One Smothers brother,
Without the other,
Is like tonic with no gin,
Or Laugh,
Without In.
Stumbling…..
I sometimes find myself disappointing,
My own actions,
Pointing in the wrong direction,
Don’t always realize,
My eyes open wide,
Only upon reflection,
I stumble and I fall,
But I rise,
With brand new introspection.
THOUGHTS
You are not your thoughts,
Your thoughts aren’t you,
Not everything you think is true,
Your thoughts may give cause for reflection,
But that is quite another question,
One way to interpret it is this:
Your thoughts are self-analysis,
So if you receive them open ended,
You decide which ones are befriended,
Which thoughts you actively choose,
To reflect you, and your values,
It’s you that gives your thoughts traction,
Which ones then lead to action,
You may have a thought that you despise,
That doesn’t mean it’s where your heart lies,
Perhaps dark thoughts come about yourself,
You can leave those ones upon the shelf,
Thoughts are not right,
Thoughts are not wrong,
But sort them, and put them where they belong.
PRAYER
I’m rediscovering prayer,
As an act of serenity,
To deal with worry and care,
Separate from theology,
A peace there to be found,
Down upon my knees,
Praying loved ones safe and sound,
And humbly saying please,
Requesting help with struggles,
Both in deed and thought,
And despite my troubles,
Giving thanks for what I’ve got.
Mistakes?
Life is indeed too short, too short by far,
Oft likened to a shooting star,
Burning brightly and then gone,
We have not the luxury of getting it right,
That is our plight,
We must learn as we go,
Not because we never know,
When we move on,
But because there is no other way,
No perfect path to take,
We learn by trying,
Stumbling, crying,
We add negativity to the word “mistake”,
We must feel pain when we sometimes fall,
But the only shame lies,
In our not trying at all,
So a life littered with mistakes and missteps,
Is perhaps a life that truly has been blessed.
Anxiety
Elephants shift.
And sit on my chest,
The world pressing in on me,
Seemingly,
Weight overwhelming,
Feelings swelling,
Compelling me to,
Retreat,
To a safer place,
To retrace,
My steps within,
As walls close in,
And I try to hide,
By turning inside,
To a small dark corner,
Where I feel,
Slightly more,
Secure,
But not really,
GREEN
GREEN
Looking from my balcony,
So many shades of green I see,
It seems that every single tree,
Is reaching out to speak to me,
Trying to make me aware,
Of all the history we share,
I have a feeling that they care,
Burdens they will help me bear,
They know my secrets and my ways,
Have followed me for all my days,
Know my slips, my passion plays,
Know my different shades of greys,
But they don’t judge a thing I’ve done,
All the roads from which I’ve come,
Some believe in angels and the sun,
But I believe the trees are One,
That somehow they speak to each other,
Treat me like I am their brother,
Like the earth is our shared mother,
They nourish me, they don’t smother,
Somehow they look after me,
Their wisdom old as old can be,
Looking from my balcony,
So many shades of green I see,
It seems that every single tree,
Is reaching out to speak to me.