NOTES TO MYSELF AT 3am

It’s okay
Today’s today
You don’t need
To find a way
To fix it all
Know what to say
To answer
Defend
Or explain away
To understand
Your lack of plan
To wish
You’d been a better man
What has been is
Stop looking back
To forgive yourself
Is the new black
What has been is
But what will be’s open
Nonetheless
Restrain the hoping
Relax and breathe
It’ll be okay
Just love yourself
Just for today

I KNEW YOU THEN

I knew you then I know you now,
I know you then, I knew you now,
I know it’s true,
Don’t ask me how,
The seams of time sometimes allow,
A peek, a wink, a nod, a bow,
As Einstein said through bushy brow,
Time stops it all from happening now,
This is to say he did avow,
In some way all is happening now,
And so with certainty I vow,
I know and knew you then and now.