DIGNITY

Here they are,
For some perhaps the bottom,
For others not that far,
But for not a single one of them is it a dream come true,
Instead we’re the place they’ve surfaced,
When those dreams have fallen through,
Sometimes indeed through choices,
They should have made instead,
Or perhaps through voices,
No choice put into their head,
They’ve mostly battled hard in a world
They feel is out to beat them,
The only difference we can make,
Is how we accept and meet them,
Not with “I know what’s best for you,
Listen close to what I say,
I guarantee you’ll make it through,
If you’ll do things my way”
But rather with a caring eye,
A direct human connection,
Working to draw forth the “I”,
And establish self-reflection,
Sure with boundaries and guidance
Some behaviour to deflect,
But most of all with kindness,
And a huge dose of respect,
To build up precious dignity,
And a feeling of self-worth,
So they feel treasured and valued,
Perhaps more so than since their birth,
Empowering them, so they can grow,
And perchance a new life start,
But to mostly stand beside and show,
We share a human heart.

PURGING

The day before I exit your life
For good…for the last time…
I get sick, extremely sick
Body wracked in pain and ache
Leaving me first thinking, no,
This must be some mistake,
Not now, not when I have boxes to haul,
Furniture to carry.
I fight it at first,
But then I realize,
It’s the breaking point,
My body is ready to reannoint itself,
But first it must purge itself of you.
Purge itself of the twisted thoughts
the complications
Manipulations
And the selfish meanness.
No, no, no. This is no coincidence,
This is throwing shit out,
Back over the fence of my body’s yard,
Emotional spring cleaning,
Meaning that after this is done
My ground is completely ploughed,
Furrowed and ready to plant and grow
In completely new ways,
And the only evidence of you,
The years, the trouble, the toil,
Will be buried there,
Deep under the soil,
Or left to wither in the sun,
Spoiled,
Undone.

Words Filled With Air (confessions of a mumbler)

mumblingWords leave my mouth
With slightly too much air
End up floating
between here and there
Adrift in lost communication
Oft missing target
Intended destination
Frustration
For on paper
My words are weighted fast
A strength and purity
Made to last
And in song
They cut through noise and ocean
Driven home
With intense emotion
Devotion to craft
But in common speech
They get the shaft
Not given weight that they deserve
Left to bobble and to swerve
Unfair
I should remove the air
Give them focus
Shape and form
Carry the weight of what is meant
And make them arrive
To where I sent them.

 

Okay

in the darkness
when the doubts come
when the side I want to hide
reveals itself
won’t conceal itself,
when sadness overtakes me
surpressing tears makes me
choke and shake,
be there for me
and care for me
hold me close and share with me,
pull me to your breast
and while I’m caressed
with precious lips pressed close
lean in and say,
that it’s okay,
everything is fine,
it’ll be okay.